Milestones (for Miss R)

I am sitting here with tears in my eyes. For some reason this whole Reese growing up thing is hard on me. With Nora I honestly looked forward to her getting bigger. I looked forward to her growing up and could not wait until she got old enough for us to do stuff together. I looked forward to the days when she could go to playgroups, etc. With Reese, this is not the case. I want her to stay my baby forever. I do not like that she is 18 pounds, I do not like that she has celebrated 4 months of life, I do not like the fact that her hair is growing, and I do not like that she JUST ROLLED OVER. Oh little bean, will you please slow down? I want you to be my baby forever!